The Reticence

Woman, When I saw you there
You gave me a curious stare
I looked in your eyes
& I flew in the clear blue skies
But you told me to wait
Till we reached the sacred gate
You were killin' me,
When I was feelin' free..
I know you were...

I know baby, I am peculiar
But for so long, we've been so near
I can't take your lies no more
I wanna be free to the core
Your eyes refused to see the truth
& made you a mere sly solipsist brute
You were killin' me,
When I was feelin' free..
You know that baby...

& now we're still there
I don't fly & you end up in tears
We go out to the beach
The breeze turns into a hurricane when we reach
Your eyes still behold & conceal in disdain
The paradise I wish to be in, without this pain
You were killin' me,
When I was feelin' free..
You better know it now...

You are a devil in disguise
I was blinded but now I realise
Why don't you kill me baby
& set me free again today
I can't reach the eternal gate
When I'm still stuck to your poisonous bait
You better kill me now,
& so I'll feel free to go..
I know you'll do it,
Maybe today maybe tomorrow