The Quick Sand of Materialism

it seems hard to find
myself the peace of mind
while the world runs for materialistic glory
i've got a secluded history
i watch the kids playin' around
they laugh together havin' found
some strange incidents to share
for what i never care
the world around me
entangled in a painful and gory battle
what i see
is this jungle gettin' fatal
lost in a world of my own
never cared if i was still unknown
i used to be like those
runnin' around for unreal pleasures
now i think deeper i suppose
no more attracted by worldly treasures
i need a change around me
its inevitable if i have to love, meditate and be free
the thought of victory in life is deceptive
it follows the one who lives it
defeat lands me in a wilderness of its own
to come out i've to rise up to the throne...

Sacrifice

immolated my youth
for the sake of mutiny
a hecatomb of palatial pleasures from the penniless
still life's soothe for the urchin
livin' in allay in that taperin' alley
never sneaked onto the other side
where livin' requires a strong resolve
takin' a wide reckless stride
never think how hard it'd be to retreat
bacchants and raves enjoyin' their pitiful lives
while some are workin' in their sad plight
so pressed for time, inchin' towards heaven by handin' out servitude as a vassel.
free yet modest is the state of man here
oblated everythin' on the altar of ambition
on the other side is this wanton,
shameless and happy
don't have to bother a damn
for the rebellion for the rights of all
jus snuggle into their cosy homes and die once & for all..

Fire

an eruption a fission
a volcano bursts with a lava storm
wilderness is occupied by silence
the shrieks seem so worthless
in this vacuum of darkness
pain agony and loneliness
no one to rescue you out of this deserted haven
tears, fear and a life of pessimism
is all what's left
no one to rely on
no shoulder to rest upon
you are not the only one
there are many more victims of this malady
the narrow walls may never part
a fire of rebel and frozen pain
some muthafucks spark this fuckin' disdain
deception and contempt is all what they know
but baby, you're a braveheart so never let it go
launch a battle to fight the nerds
a fuckin' lesson for those hypocrite bastards
blow that fear away,
do or die is what i say
that's the way u got to go,
break this leash in full flow
some inspire and rest follow
some act and rest worship
choose the path you wanna be on
finally your fate is decided
you're the one who's gonna rock on
and sing out aloud
i fly but never forget to come back to ground
that's what you are honey
you stay free and push off all the agony
run on heavy fuel
roll on with your spirit and fire
bring it on and let there be some light
get everyone free from this plight
find a way and cross the sea
fulfill your dreams and make it a reality
burn this wilderness
fuck this silence
ride away with your fire
be there to see me baby
i'll wait to merge in your fire

Satisfaction

there are days bygone
and the days begone
i struggle to find
myself peace of mind
lightning strikes and thunderbolts come
i strive to survive
and finally get some
Satisfaction
now i rule this world
and these fools are dud
i never mind
the extreme fame that comes in my stride
bullets are shot and cannons fired
but no one can take my life
oh. and i get enough
Satisfaction..

The Quest.? The Reply..

Does God exist?
- Like humans
a spirit
an experience
a thought
the nature

Are you satisfied?
- By yourself
the people
life
music
sex
satisfaction.?

Do you ask questions?
Do you matter to existence?
Does life matter to you?
Ask me my friend, I'm always with you..
I am the solipsist,
I am the God.
Be a human & not a beast
Jus' smile & ask why do you sod.?

Why do you cry?
Why are you broken?
& why are you down.?
Don't tell me, don't justify.
You're the one
Who shun the love & wore the crown.
Be brave & don't be dry.
Your face is not meant for a frown.
I can make you smile but I'm not your clown.

So baby
Do you miss me?
Are you with me.?
Jus' answer & be carefree
Cauz I'm like this
& I will be...

The Reticence

Woman, When I saw you there
You gave me a curious stare
I looked in your eyes
& I flew in the clear blue skies
But you told me to wait
Till we reached the sacred gate
You were killin' me,
When I was feelin' free..
I know you were...

I know baby, I am peculiar
But for so long, we've been so near
I can't take your lies no more
I wanna be free to the core
Your eyes refused to see the truth
& made you a mere sly solipsist brute
You were killin' me,
When I was feelin' free..
You know that baby...

& now we're still there
I don't fly & you end up in tears
We go out to the beach
The breeze turns into a hurricane when we reach
Your eyes still behold & conceal in disdain
The paradise I wish to be in, without this pain
You were killin' me,
When I was feelin' free..
You better know it now...

You are a devil in disguise
I was blinded but now I realise
Why don't you kill me baby
& set me free again today
I can't reach the eternal gate
When I'm still stuck to your poisonous bait
You better kill me now,
& so I'll feel free to go..
I know you'll do it,
Maybe today maybe tomorrow